Aww. I’m your crush? That is so sweet. :) Thank you, and I will. This is what happiness feels like. I hope that you always have a great day!
Babe, may admirer daw tayo o. :) Hello dear anon, naks, thank you naman sa hindi pagsasawa. And ikaw din, ingatan mo parati ang sarili mo ha. We really hope to meet you soon! :)
you have forgotten all the songs you know together with how you have forgotten so many things about yourself just for him.
so what if you cast a stone into the river and it doesnt come rushing back to you? so what if you have broken every bottle of whiskey and you walk on shattered glasses. so what if nothing comes back but songs of agony? let it be. as long as you stood still in the war without fear of flying arrows and wild horses.
Hi anon. Hahaha. Wala naman sigurong haters, pero anyway, maraming salamat. :) Magandang hapon!
Hi. That is one of the most beautiful things I have heard in my life. Thank you very much.
Hi! Wait, medyo na-lost ako sa pronouns mo. So the “she” you were referring in the question is the one who have discovered the relationship between the two of you. Anyway, why would you blame yourself with what other people imply. Like what Jimmy’s mom said, if you are happy, don’t let other people think otherwise. :)
Hello. Oo, maraming nangyayari sa amin. Kain, tulog, gala, inom, yosi, at kung anu ano pa. :) Magandang hapon!
And I am afraid. This is one of the most frightening moments of my life, and I am slowly fading as the minutes slowly pass by. I wish you are also here, James, so that I can hold your hand and just look at you and make everything else in a blur. But you are not here, and I know that I have to face this alone, and I do not know what will happen next, but I am afraid. Really really afraid. I just want to disappear right now like bubbles popping out of nowhere. I am sorry.
Hindi haaa. Teka, uwi lang muna ako ha. Good night!
Hi dear anon. Naks, crush mo ako? Hahaha. God bless din sa iyo. And always remember that love should never be tied uo with sexuality because it must be forever encompassing. :)
When I was younger, I grew up feeling that nobody is proud of me. Well, except for my parents. But for my other family members, they tend to hate me for many different reasons. There were many times when I would fall asleep crying while thinking if there will be people who would be proud of presenting me to the world with them. I never expected, but I wished for that time to happen.
Middle school came, and I have felt varying degrees of pain like the degrees you see in Science classes, and I have spent more time crying inside the comfort room, which I wonder how comfortable can it get? I was fat, and ugly, and not physically competitive and not that smart, as well. I belong to the underdogs, tho, generally, most of the underdogs I know are superstars of the underdogs realm. As for me, I am the jerk lord of jerking jerks.
Growing up, I tried to find that feeling of belonging and being wanted. I tried beer, first, then cigs, then casual pot sessions, and then sex and so many other things. I thought I have found many great people who would always be happy being with me, but I was wrong. They faded, one by one, after finding other people who are more interesting that me.
Finding someone after another, and having them make you feel how it feels like to be loved and to be proud of who you are despite of all your complexities and flaws and ugliness that you see in front of the mirror. I held them tight, and allowed them to fill pieces of my holes until days come and they get more than what they have healed. Life goes on, and I have slept with people who never confirmed that I exist or something happened, and lived with other people who try to hide you whenever time passes by, and so am I, forever thirsty of that only affirmation - the affirmation of someone to proud of you despite of what other people will think, despite of what the world thinks.
But for you, thank you. I understand why sometimes you feel something at a certain way, but that doesn’t make me love you any less.